eeeegibbyyyy

01:35 am: boys will be boys
i miss my boy.  richie needs to get home and possibly call me.  hopefully a trip to chicago and camping will take place before school starts.  i'm stoked.  

in other news, work sucks, schools starting just around the corner, erik still likes me, for once in my life i have a boy who likes me for me and not for my face, doing cover for the nightclub sucked tonight, i need some sleep because erik and richie like to keep me awake at night, cute for the second boy.

11:14 am: my bff is a whorebag, for real.

lets see here...can maureen be any more of a bitch?  i seriously hope not.

she told jesse that i hang out with erik and get stoned all the time.  so not cool.

erik is a filf...its kind of strange.  ha...well, i need to go to work and hope i dont work with maureen. 

p.s. I leave for whitnee's cabin on thursday...sweeeet.

05:14 pm:       my poster will suck majorly.
troy quit, i'm sad.
post work hangs will be horrible without him.  at least i still have erik, whitnee and benny!!
i come home on friday..sweet.  
three more night of ultimate frisbee...not sweet.  
i wish that more people in stilly/the maht played ultimate.
dinner is served so i'm going to go eat a lot and get E. Coli...shiiiiit.

03:57 pm:

I have a week left until i go home and see everyone!  I still miss jesse,erik,troy,maureen,libby...and everyone else.  i neeeed to see them or else i'll go insane.  im procrastinating like always.  i need to finish my project that is due in the morning...fuuuck.  i also feel kind of sick, not good.  hopefully i'll be fine.  i am super sore because i havent been really active until two nights ago.  over the past 48 hours i have :

played unlitmate frisbee for over 4 hours
went kayaking(tipped once) for 3 hours
went swimming for 2 hours
walked around town for 2 hours

that's so much physical activity in such a short time period for not being active in over a week...sweet.

i miss everyone dearly and i'll see you soon.

09:06 am: biohazard level 4
i'm fucked.  college has taken over my life.  i'm a germ-a-phobe now.  only a week and a half.  i miss jesse.  i miss erik.  i miss troy.  i miss maureen.  most of all i miss my own bed.  i want to go home right now and give jesse a huuuge hug.  it's been for real a month and a half since i've seen him, at least i have something to look forward to!!  i'm going to go finish my coffee and head off to lecture, lecture, lunch, lab, lecture, dinner, lecture, homework time.  morris has me wrapped around its finger.  i need a break, my brain hurts more than i thought it could.  oh by the way, i miss everyone like crazy because i don't get along with nerds or girls, or girls that are nerds and haven't even seen weed or vodka...i miss the maht/stilly.

10:32 pm: fuck...i'm never pissed
Im pissed off...
hangs with max and moe turned sour 
after max and i were flirting
...just because were cuter doesnt mean shit.

I dont understand why shes like that all the time.
oh, i love the lies....I LOOOVVVEEE them.

Frieght house needs to burn.

I miss Jesse
I dont feel the same way as Nick...please lay off a little.

10:02 am: Where to begin?
School
I finished school off with pretty decent grades
I go to UM-Morris for my biology program in 3 weeks
My AP Lit summer project can die.
Work
Cassie finally came around and loves me now
Whitnee sucks peen and smokes too much pot
Nick is hilar.
I worked way too many hours this week 
and not enough next week.
Friends
Jesse left for Germany, he doesn't get back until I do...
I miss him dearly.
I don't have time for friends with the fucking freight house
D-R-A-M-A but everything is okay.
The Fam.
is at an all-time level of cuteness
...at least the niecesters
It's strange not having jen around
...I need a haircut...for serious.

07:16 pm: 6-6-06 national slayer day...eww
so let's see....My name is Erin and I am a very boring individual. My classes for next year are whack, i'm missing AP pysch, antomy, and humanities 2. maybe i'll just take physics instead of Ant. and Hum II. That sounds better...i guess.

Well....I've been lacking common sense for the past few weeks, i blame it on the lack of everything. School almost out, then I go back to school in a month to UM-Morris for two weeks with a bunch of nerds. Hopefully there will be a cute boy or two...wink wink. well...i'm going to go study for my art and english and math finals...sweeeet

09:52 pm: YOU
[Relationship Status] - Single
[Shoe size] - 7.5 or 8
[Siblings] - Jen, Val, arianna, tiera
FAVORITES
[Colour] - pink or green
[Number] - 22
[Animal] - snakes/dogs
[Book] - my friend leonard
[Flower] - tulips
DO YOU
[Twirl your hair?] - yesss
[Have tattoos?] - no
[Cheat on tests?] - only in english with maureen and coco!!
[Like roller coasters?] - ehh
[Wish you could live somewhere else?]- chicagooo
[Like cleaning?] - if it`s out of my own free will, yes
[Write in cursive or print?] - both at once
[Know how to drive?] - yes
[Own a cell phone?] - yes
[Ever get off the internet?] - yeah

HAVE YOU EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] - no
[considered a life of crime?] - no
[Considered being a hooker?] - uhm, no.
[Been in love?] - no
[Made out with JUST a friend?] - pft, who hasn`t?
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] - not on purpose.

CURRENT..
[Current clothing] - pajamas
[Current hair] - wet
[Current thing I ought to be doing] - sleeping.
[Current CD in stereo] - stadium arcadium-rhcp
[Last movie you saw] - ehhhh, i don't remember

RANDOM THINGS...
[Last thing you ate] - grapes
[Believe there is life on other planets?] - no
[Read the newspaper?] - sometimes
[Hate yourself?] - noooo!
[Collect anything?] - nope
[Like your handwriting?] - it's too sloppy

LOVE..
[First crush] - walker judd!
[You believe in love at first sight?] - no
[You believe in "the one?"] - yes
[Are you a tease?] - no
[Too shy to make the first move?] - ha, yes.

ARE YOU A...
[Daydreamer] - all the time
[Sarcastic] - haha, yeah
[Introvert] - yes
[Extrovert] - yes

WOULD YOU RATHER...
[Pierce your nose or lip?] - nose
[Be serious or funny?] - funny. i don`t like being serious.

ARE YOU...
[Simple or complicated?] - complicated

ABOUT YOU...
[What time is it] - 11
[Name] - Erin
[Nickname(s)] - gibby, e, em(g)-80

WHAT DO YOU WANT...
[Where do you want to live]- chicago
[how many kids do you want] - 2
[What kind of job do you want] -doctor?
[do you want to get married] - probably not.

UNIQUE...
[Nervous Habits] - i blush and crack my fingers
[Are you double jointed] - in my fingers
[Can you roll your tongue] - yep
[Can you raise one eyebrow]- no
[Can you cross your eyes] - yes
[Do you make your bed daily] - no

CLOTHES, ETC...
[Which shoe goes on first] - right
[Ever thrown one at someone] - probably
[How Much money do you carry in your wallet] - 20-ish.

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU...
[Bought something] - too much food
[Gotten sick] - yes
[Sang] - yes
[Felt stupid] - yes
[Missed someone] - yes
[Gotten drunk] - no
[Gotten high] - no
[Danced crazy] - no/yes/mayberrrr
[Gotten your hair cut] - no
[Watched cartoons] - yes
[Lied] - yes

LAST PERSON THAT...
[Slept in your bed] - me
[Saw you cry] - moe or libby
[Made you cry] - my mom
[Saw a movie with you] - ..bill
[Said 'I love you' to you] - my mom

HAVE YOU EVER...
[Been to California] - yes
[Been to Canada] - yes
[Been to Europe] - no
[Wished you were the opposite sex] - only when i cant find clothes
[Snuck out of your house] - not my house

09:39 pm: because I don't do cocaine...
same old same old. I got a new job at the freight house, I’m a hostess and it's cute. I defiantly have a few boys smitten with me. which rhymes with mitten..harhar! life is good, besides math, but isn't that how it always is? oh yeah, i still have Crazy in my life, only 7 more school days, only 7 more school days. Gosh, that's too long. I have a new crush, he's a swimmer and in NHS, cute much? I think so.

I got accepted into the summer scholar's program at UM-Morris, because I'm a smarty-pants. Oh, I also got a FUCKING SIX on my writing test, I'm so psyched! I work this weekend, come visit maureennn and i...oh and the cute cook who really isn't cute.

08:26 pm:

^{I got my license!!!  I am so pumped!}

^{Let's see...I'm 16 now, I went clubbing for my first time, almost got raped about 10 times.  grody.}

^{I applied to Caribou, Starbucks, The Frieghthouse, and Applebees.  I hope I got a job soon.}

<sup>I'm going to a drive-in on Friday and Maureen is setting me up with a kid from Woodbury.  She discribed him as a male version of me only tall, dark hair and muscluar.  Me=short, blonde hair and scrawny.  haha, i definatly see myself in her description.  I hope that it's fun!  

My life is really boring, i can't wait for summer...ummm, yeah.  All in all life is going okay and i'm pretty much a major naf.</sup> 

10:48 pm: It seems like Moe and I are hanging out constantly. I went to her house for a bonfire, definitely felt awkward not having a boyfriend since I was the only single person there. I feel like I fit in friend-wise, but everyone is just on another plane because they have their selfish needs met, but I don't. Kind of strange, but whatevs.

In other news, I got my math test back yesterday...and I got a B-
I was excited because with Katsky I would get Ds...haha.

For some strange reason today I got about 15 pieces of mail from private colleges. I was like...wow, that's WHACK! I guess I seem like the catholic type.

09:45 pm:

       SICKXCORE

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09:49 pm: I am that kid, the one who has a voice but is usually afraid to use it.

I stage dive from my chair to bed every night while listening to saves the day or At The Drive-in just to get me through whatever.

I listen to Prince, but act like its Slayer

I love my parents, and admit it.

I live with honor.

I tell my FRIENDS to stop being such pussies and live life.

I refuse to let my guard down.

I am desperate.

I am a degenerate.

I live, eat, breath the common fuck you because it's all I have and ever will.
I live by my middle fingers because at the end of the day I'm still the same poor, white, unpopular girl in the front row.

I loathe the general public.

10:13 pm: Update
hate this, hate that, cannot stand them, cannot stand him/her, cannot stand this

needless to say a lot has been bothering me so much i had a mental break down. Lost my idol, teacher has cancer, death and destruction paves new roads for renewal and rebirth?

new quarter, first hour SUCKS. Second hour is awesome. Third hour is awesome with a wonderful seating chart. fourth hour is a bore.

My birthday is in three weeks. happy early birthday to me. Party at Olive Garden with ice cream cake and then off to uptown with a few awesomesss and then out partyingggg it up with one of the first bonfires of the year. hellz yes.

08:44 pm: "Do you like chugging Fanta orange soda? I do, but now I’m thinking more about it… I learned something interesting about Fanta that I thought I would share. As Hitler came to power in Germany, the U.S. imposed many economic embargos to weaken the German Economy; one of these measures was cutting off business activity between Germany and large U.S. corporations. One of those corporations was Coca-Cola. So, rather than “lose the Nazi dime,” Coca-Cola developed Fanta orange soda, and thus was allowed to continue to manage their interests based in Nazi Germany under a different name and product. While millions were slaughtered, Coca-Cola flourished on both fronts! So… wanna Fanta?"

New classes:  
Theater Arts I
Alg II
Honors English
Health 10

classes are ehhh, alright.  Definatly have subs for math and english because katsky is a bitch and johnson was unfortunatly diagnosed with bone cancer.  that ruined my week.  I really love mrs. johnson even though she is so unorganized, unpredicatable, and nuts.  I hope that she recovers really soon.

In other news, I got the new Prince cd and I have SPRING FEVER!!!  I can't wait for the lakes to unfreeze and warm up!!!!!!!  Summer is just around the corner, but i need to focus on school because I'm awesome like that.  ADD and spring fever, sounds like a plan, man.  

02:32 pm: BRING BACK DEADXSTOP.

11:09 pm: max and moe are my saviors...

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
finals, finals, finals
baby carrots
moe and max hangs
WWF, noodles, video games
Target, Coldstone, Walmart.
Amazing.
I love those two so much.
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

12:04 am: time:12:04am
eatingsoup
tookashower
needtodomathhomework

i feel really tired and really hyper. I am at two opposite ends of the spectrum. I feel weird, like i'm drunqsss. I cant focus on shiat. I need to get a real job and stop asking for money from mi parents...fuck that shit. LJ, oh how i hate you drama llama. fuckkkkkking drunqqqssss